Living away from nature can be so toxic but sometimes you forgot about it until you go back in the woods. All the meaningless tasks, social interactions. What can be painful is the fact that people can make the life of other hard for stupid reasons like not liking some new brand, opinion or if we do remarks about how useless, meaningless their assignments is, while if we think about it, nature is so more greater, meaningful and is closer than we usually think. It came to a point were you pass as a mental case if we tell someone that we spent hours watching rocks and moss but almost no one will stare at you if you say that you passed the time in from of the tv.
It's a strange feeling to go to a big city where there is no trees. It feels so oppressive. I often watch the sky to make sure that I am still in a real world.
Is so easy to get trap in all that modern melodrama, it's like the human ego is trying to block all that is natural.
If I got a new year resolution, it will be to get closer to nature and to escape the world of opinions and egodrama.