I was once that opinionated, too. And that immature. I respect you, otherwise I would not have bothered to respond, but I feel you have some wisdom to offer me. Merely telling me that I am wrong and will eventually develop a greater understanding is not enough for me, please tell me why I am mistaken in that individual females should not be worshipped.
People are, but if they develop, they're not.
I said what I meant. And that will have to suffice.
Explaining anything to anyone on forums never did work. Because people on forums start out being right, and remain right, no matter what happens next.
Here's a clue: I was not always who I am now. And who I once was, was the result of experiences that made me that way. This is not unusual. As for worshipping women, or a particular woman: this is probably better than abusing them, or raping them. And when one has no Deity to worship, as was the case for me, then, there may be a need to worship something
Maybe there are people here who are not excited by women, and excitement can take many forms.
I can only speak for myself when I say my life, until quite recently, more or less centered around women and their sexual appeal.
I find it something of a relief that this obsession is now in steep decline.